It's okay, de.

Tak apa untuk sekali-kali terluka.
Karena dengan menetesnya darah dari lengan kanan, lengan kiri akan berusaha semakin kuat untuk menopang.

Tak apa untuk sekali-kali dibenci.
Ini kesempatan untuk memperbaiki yang kurang, menyadari yang salah, dan belajar menempatkan diri.

Tak apa untuk sekali-kali menangis.
Tak ada yang salah dengan itu. Tumpahkan semuanya, setelah itu, cobaan yang sama tak akan menggoyangmu..

Kejadian yang sama terulang, tak apa.
Mungkin itu bukan salahmu, mungkin semesta saja yang sedang berkhianat..

Tak apa meski kau belum mampu bersikap dewasa sepenuhnya.
Perlahan-lahan saja.

Sampai saat itu, semoga saya masih pantas, dan tidak memberatkan..

Path

Do you believe everyone have their own different path in life?

Then what is it, and why are we learning the same thing?

We all have our own paths.
But paths cross.
And that is how we meet each other and learn from each other.

Your path and my path have crossed.
And for a while, we will walk together, our paths intermingled.
We will share things with each other and experience things together.

And eventually, the time will come when each of us will move on, in a new direction.
We will separate, but we will take with us the memories of what we have learned and shared.

As we go through life, the path we are on will cross with different paths, many paths.
Like someone picking fruit off a tree, we take with us something from another's path.
That is why it seems we are learning the same things.

Maybe some things are meant for all of us to learn.
Maybe we are all meant to be students at one time and teachers at another time.

Maybe all our paths will end up in the same place, if we do not get lost.

Maybe we will meet at the end of the journey.

The end of my journey is Happiness.

Maybe I will meet you there.

A letter to Dad

When I was a little girl I was my daddy's shadow
Everywhere he went.. I was sure to follow
Whatever my daddy did, I had to try it myself
Because you see, my daddy was the biggest hero in my eyes

He taught me the value of life
He taught me what is wrong and to stand for what is right
My daddy always told me this
That the only thing you should chase in life is happiness
And to be happy.. its depend on you
My dad, he is the smartest man I've ever met
Yet.. he lived with his simple thought
That his biggest treasure, his happiness
Is to be close with his God and family
Money, golds and possition are out of his top priorities
He doesnt always give me what i want.. but he always fulfil my needs
And I know how hard he worked for it

On your Birthday today,
I wish to thank you for every single thing you have done for me in life
For lifting my mood when I'm sad
Holding me when I cry
Scolding me when I break the rules
Shining with pride when I succeed
And has faith in me even when I fail

Every single smile you have given to me
Every single tear that you have gulped on my behalf
I want you to know, that I love you so much

Happy Birthday, my hero
Please stay healthy
I wish you many more fantastic birthdays to come.




From your biggest fan,
Dea

Paradox of Life

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Today we have bigger houses and smaller families;

more conveniences, but less time; 

we have more degrees, but less common sense; 

more knowledge, but less judgment.

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We have more experts, but more problems; 

more medicine, but less wellness. __________________________________________________________________

We spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get to angry too quickly,

stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too often, and pray too seldom.

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We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.

We talk too much, love too little and lie too often.  

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We‘ve learned how to make a living, but not a life;

we’ve added years to life, not life to years.

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  We've been all the way to the moon and back, 

but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. 

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We've conquered outer space, but not inner space.

We've split the atom, but not our prejudice.

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We write more, but learn less;

plan more, but accomplish less.
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We've learned to rush, but not to wait;

we have higher incomes, but lower morals.    

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We build more computers to hold more information,

to produce more copies, but have less communication.

We are long on quantity, but short on quality.

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These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion;

tall men and short character;

steep profits and shallow relationships.  

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 More leisure and less fun;

more kinds of food, but less nutrition;

two incomes, but more divorce;

fancier houses, but broken homes.

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That’s why I propose, that as of today,

you do not keep anything for a special occasion,

because every day that you live is a special occasion. 

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Search for knowledge, read more,

sit on your front porch 

and admire the view without paying attention to your needs. 

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Spend more time with your family and friends,

eat your favorite foods, and visit the places you love.

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Life is a chain of moment of enjoyment, not only about survival. 

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Use your crystal goblets. 

Do not save your best perfume, 

and use it every time you feel you want it. 

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Remove from your vocabulary phrases like “one of these days” and “someday”.

Let’s write that letter we thought of writing “one of these days”.

Let’s tell our families and friends how much we love them.

Do not delay anything that adds laughter and joy to your life.

Every day, every hour, and every minute is special.

And you don’t know if it will be your last.

If you’re too busy to take the time to send this message to someone you love,
and you tell yourself you will send it “one of these days “.

Just think…”One of these days “, you may not be here to send it!

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The post above was taken from a file found on my lappy and turns out to be my mom's paper when she took her doctoral study. You know, it's 100000% true.

And as I keep reading it, my eyes get teary. So I want to share this bittersweet post to you guys. Hopefully you will live your live differently as before, make it worth and enjoyable :)

 

                                        

Hello 2013.

Dont think that i will wait for you forever. If he makes you cry one more time, i won't wait until you come back. I will be there to take you with me.

 - HJW to LSY from Missing You eps 13.

Good morning people. Happy New Year!

I know it was a bit late to say those words because today is already january the 2nd mehehe but i think the NYE euphoria is still with us. Do you know why i put that quotes at the top of this post? Well, different from other people, actually i just spend my end year time at my dorm, watching some dramas. Idk why but for this NYE moment, i just didn't have any spirit to celebrate it. And the quotes above is from the drama i've been watching for about month and it still have not finished yet. The title is Missing You, starred by JYJ's Yoochun, the one from Rooftop Prince, Yoon Eun Hye, Yoo Seung Ho, Yeo Jin Goo, Kim Soo Hyun and many moreee. The storyline is sooo heartbreaking and the cast are sooo good! I got teary eyes at almost its every episodes and especially for some parts, i cried so hard. Oh Man.

Nostalgia Playlist SMA

If I could escape, and re-create a place as my own world, and i could be your favourite girl forever, perfectly together, and tell me boy now would that be sweet? - Gwen Stephanie

It's just too little too late, a little to wrong, and i can't wait. - Jojo

 

It's so unbelievable, And I dont wanna let it go. It's something so beautiful, flowing down like a watelfall. I feel like you've always been, forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. - Craig David

 

Come and take a look out trough me eyes, and you decide why people act this way. People thieving, fighting, telling lies, they criticize, and hate each other. - Steven & The Coconut Trees

 

Don't give up. It's just the weight of the world. When your hearts heavy i will lift it for you. Don't give up. Because you want to be heard. If silence keeps you i will break it for you. - Josh Groban

 

You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face, in a crowded place, and i dont know what to de. Cause i'll never be with you. - James Blunt

 

Nobody's perfect, i gotta work it, again and again till i get it right. - Hannah Montana

 

Cause she's bittersweet, she knocks me off of my feet. And I can't help myself I don't want anyone else. She's a mistery, she's too much for me. But I keep coming back for more. She's just the girl I'm looking for. - The Click Five

 

There's something 'bout the way you look toninght. There's something 'bout the way  that I cant take my eyes off you. - Clay Aiken

 

Too many lies committed too many games. - The BEP

 

If you could see what I see. That you're the answer to my prayers. And if you could feel the tenderness I feel. You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here. - Guy Sebastian

 

No mountain is too high for you climb. All you have to do is have some climbing faith. No river is too wide for you to make it across. All you have to do is believe it when you pray. - Celine Dion

 

I'll be your cloud up in the sky. I'll be your shoulder when you cry. I'll hear your voices when you call me, I'm your angel. And when all hope is gone I'm here, no matter how far you are I'm near, it makes no difference who you are, I'm your angel. - Celine Dion & R. Kelly

 

I dont know about cha'll, but i know about us and uh, it's the only way we know how to rock. - Usher & Alicia Keys

- I miss highschool. I miss being a teenager. I miss the time when i have nothing to worry about except for tomorrow's test. When hopes are still big. When i can  still dream about the future. When i have many choices about ways to go. And plan which stair i will take. But what can i do now. Time flies. Tho' there's a big wall blocking in front of me now, i can't go back. I have to go forward, so i have to break that wall. And now i'm still in the process of collecting TNTs so i can destroy any obstruction in the future. Dea fighting! :D

Khayal.

Seandainya saja pintu kemana saja-nya Doraemon bisa dibeli.
Atau ilmu Apparate benar bisa dipelajari.
Seandainya transformasi menjadi cahaya itu mungkin.
Atau sekedar menjadi pelancong ahli dalam mimpi.

Akankah rindu tercipta? 

Ah, seandainya takdir bisa dipilih.
Seandainya hati bisa atur sesukanya.
Seandainya perasaan bisa semudah itu dimusnahkan.
Seandainya.. 

If you can fight, fight,

If you cannot fight, defend.

If you cannot defend, flee.

If you cannot flee, surrender.

If you cannot surrender, die.

- Sima Yi.

Super!

"Pasar persaingan sempurna itu ibarat matahari. Kita tidak akan pernah bisa menuju kesana, tapi kita butuh cahayanya untuk menuju arah yang benar." - Papa (2011).

" Tak mau memberimu tanya, jika hidupmu memang lebih tentram tanpa itu. Semoga kau bahagia dalam kesunyian kata-kataku..."

Falling in love is easy. But staying in love, is the challange.

I wish everything could stay the same as the first hi.

I saw this on my fb homepage.

“You must know that there is nothing higher and stronger and more wholesome and good for life in the future than some good memory, especially a memory of childhood, of home. People talk to you a great deal about your education, but some good, sacred memory, preserved from childhood, is perhaps the best education.” -- Fyodor Dostoevsky ♥

 

How lovely... :)

:)

You look in the mirror and say,

"Look at me. I'm such a mess. I'm imperfect.
I'm not like any of those pretty girls. There's always something wrong with me.
I really think i'm hideous."

but...God looks at you, frowns...then smiles. He says,

"Who told you that? I made you. I love you. You're perfect the way you are, designed for a purpose. I would not change a thing."

Forget what hurt you in the past. But never forget what it taught you.

Yea, is not funny if you fall into the same hole twice.

From Tumblr II

From Tumblr

Cloudy morning, alone

Be happy, even if you're just alone. There's just too much things you should thank God.