Someday :)

Again. Talking about heart. Talking about feeling.
Talking about Love ; the topic people will never get enough.
How feeling's fade, how feeling's change.
How new people come to our life, and easily go away.

Broken heart. Deep pain.
Get hurt, and it leaves a big scar.
Ended up in trauma.

Scared of meeting new people.
Afraid of getting on the same hole again.
Don't want to be trapped in the maze of love.

You know, all you need is just TIME.
Time to get used to the pain, time to heal it.
Time to erase the scar. Time to let your trauma go.
Time to prepare your heart.
Time to forgive, time to learn.
Time to plan for your next adventure :)

And though it's hard for me to breathe
And even harder to believe
I know that one day i'm gonna find
I'm gonna be just fine
Cause I know that one day i'm gonna feel again..

- Feel Again by Taio Cruz.

I believe :)

Hello 2013.

Dont think that i will wait for you forever. If he makes you cry one more time, i won't wait until you come back. I will be there to take you with me.

 - HJW to LSY from Missing You eps 13.

Good morning people. Happy New Year!

I know it was a bit late to say those words because today is already january the 2nd mehehe but i think the NYE euphoria is still with us. Do you know why i put that quotes at the top of this post? Well, different from other people, actually i just spend my end year time at my dorm, watching some dramas. Idk why but for this NYE moment, i just didn't have any spirit to celebrate it. And the quotes above is from the drama i've been watching for about month and it still have not finished yet. The title is Missing You, starred by JYJ's Yoochun, the one from Rooftop Prince, Yoon Eun Hye, Yoo Seung Ho, Yeo Jin Goo, Kim Soo Hyun and many moreee. The storyline is sooo heartbreaking and the cast are sooo good! I got teary eyes at almost its every episodes and especially for some parts, i cried so hard. Oh Man.

Just, why?

Terus saja mencela orang lain.

Karena diatas segala hinaan yang kau lekatkan kepada mereka, mereka toh menikmati apa yang mereka punya. Mereka hidup bahagia. Bersyukur atas segala hal termasuk kekurangan yang dimilikinya. Yang menurutmu hal itu tak pantas ada di dunia-Nya.

Terus saja rendahkan mereka.

Seakan-akan kau tinggi setinggi langit Tuhan. Tak berkekurangan. Merasa paling berkualitas. Sadarkah kau hidupmu pun tak lebih baik dari mereka yang kau marjinalkan?
 

Tau kah kau bahwa alam semesta ini sudah diatur oleh-Nya?
 

Setiap hal diciptakan berpasang-pasangan.
 

Ada Adam dan Hawa. Ada siang yang melengkapi malam. Ada kematian yang selalu berjalan setia membayangi setiap kehidupan. Ada cinta yang selalu siap untuk memeluk benci. Akan tawa setelah tangis mereda. Dan tau kah kau, tanpa adanya kekurangan, akankah dirimu pernah bersyukur atas segala yang telah Ia beri?
 

Kau tidak berhak menghina kehendak-Nya. Kau tidak berhak menodai jalan yang telah Ia tulis. Bahkan jika jalan yang Tuhan berikan padamu adalah jalan yang baik dan mulus, dan memilih jalan yang kurang baik untuk orang lain. Apakah hal yang patut kau merusak semua rencana indah yang telah dipersiapkan Tuhan? Bukankah kita semua berjalan menuju satu tujuan? Tidakkah akan lebih indah jika kita dapat tertawa bersama pada ujungnya?

Nostalgia Playlist SMA

If I could escape, and re-create a place as my own world, and i could be your favourite girl forever, perfectly together, and tell me boy now would that be sweet? - Gwen Stephanie

It's just too little too late, a little to wrong, and i can't wait. - Jojo

 

It's so unbelievable, And I dont wanna let it go. It's something so beautiful, flowing down like a watelfall. I feel like you've always been, forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. - Craig David

 

Come and take a look out trough me eyes, and you decide why people act this way. People thieving, fighting, telling lies, they criticize, and hate each other. - Steven & The Coconut Trees

 

Don't give up. It's just the weight of the world. When your hearts heavy i will lift it for you. Don't give up. Because you want to be heard. If silence keeps you i will break it for you. - Josh Groban

 

You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face, in a crowded place, and i dont know what to de. Cause i'll never be with you. - James Blunt

 

Nobody's perfect, i gotta work it, again and again till i get it right. - Hannah Montana

 

Cause she's bittersweet, she knocks me off of my feet. And I can't help myself I don't want anyone else. She's a mistery, she's too much for me. But I keep coming back for more. She's just the girl I'm looking for. - The Click Five

 

There's something 'bout the way you look toninght. There's something 'bout the way  that I cant take my eyes off you. - Clay Aiken

 

Too many lies committed too many games. - The BEP

 

If you could see what I see. That you're the answer to my prayers. And if you could feel the tenderness I feel. You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here. - Guy Sebastian

 

No mountain is too high for you climb. All you have to do is have some climbing faith. No river is too wide for you to make it across. All you have to do is believe it when you pray. - Celine Dion

 

I'll be your cloud up in the sky. I'll be your shoulder when you cry. I'll hear your voices when you call me, I'm your angel. And when all hope is gone I'm here, no matter how far you are I'm near, it makes no difference who you are, I'm your angel. - Celine Dion & R. Kelly

 

I dont know about cha'll, but i know about us and uh, it's the only way we know how to rock. - Usher & Alicia Keys

- I miss highschool. I miss being a teenager. I miss the time when i have nothing to worry about except for tomorrow's test. When hopes are still big. When i can  still dream about the future. When i have many choices about ways to go. And plan which stair i will take. But what can i do now. Time flies. Tho' there's a big wall blocking in front of me now, i can't go back. I have to go forward, so i have to break that wall. And now i'm still in the process of collecting TNTs so i can destroy any obstruction in the future. Dea fighting! :D

Khayal.

Seandainya saja pintu kemana saja-nya Doraemon bisa dibeli.
Atau ilmu Apparate benar bisa dipelajari.
Seandainya transformasi menjadi cahaya itu mungkin.
Atau sekedar menjadi pelancong ahli dalam mimpi.

Akankah rindu tercipta? 

Ah, seandainya takdir bisa dipilih.
Seandainya hati bisa atur sesukanya.
Seandainya perasaan bisa semudah itu dimusnahkan.
Seandainya..