Wondering

*cleaning off the spider web*

Hi everyone! How are you guys. Its been so looong since my last post. And it’s Ramadhan! Well happy fasting to all moslem in the world. Hopefully we can fill this month with meaningful things, to be closer to our God <3

I’ve finished my second semester for about a week, so I got more leisure time than usual *happy* and I got a new hobbies.. surfing on instagram, especially on celebgram’s. Keke. Then I found this super pretty fashion blogger, and looking at her pics, I am officially a fan.

I stalked into her accounts and blog.. I don’t know.. The only thing that popped out from my brain is.. How amazing this girl is. How lucky she is. To be born pretty.. Smart.. Have a striking features with good taste of fashion.. Kind heart.. Great Job.. Surrounded by many caring friends, Handsome and sweet fiancee with a perfect-tv-show love story.. What else are needed to this dreamy life?

People said we could never KNOW someone’s story, their struggle, without stepping on their shoes and walk wearing them. I’m not whining, nor complaining about my life, I am extremely grateful for all these blessings. I just.. wonder. How it feels to be some else. To have less limitation to achieve what I want. To know how they manage to go thru’ their hard times.. (if they ever had). To live their dreamy life. I just.. want to know.

It's okay, de.

Tak apa untuk sekali-kali terluka.
Karena dengan menetesnya darah dari lengan kanan, lengan kiri akan berusaha semakin kuat untuk menopang.

Tak apa untuk sekali-kali dibenci.
Ini kesempatan untuk memperbaiki yang kurang, menyadari yang salah, dan belajar menempatkan diri.

Tak apa untuk sekali-kali menangis.
Tak ada yang salah dengan itu. Tumpahkan semuanya, setelah itu, cobaan yang sama tak akan menggoyangmu..

Kejadian yang sama terulang, tak apa.
Mungkin itu bukan salahmu, mungkin semesta saja yang sedang berkhianat..

Tak apa meski kau belum mampu bersikap dewasa sepenuhnya.
Perlahan-lahan saja.

Sampai saat itu, semoga saya masih pantas, dan tidak memberatkan..

I'll take it as a compliment.

Last week I've done some blogwalking and accidentally found this blog post of mine on a friend's blog. She copy and only change the 1st subject words selection in bahasa, and put it there as hers. By a friend. Or is it just me who think that she is a friend? I dont know either.

I do feel a lil bit offended. For me, get inspired and copying is two different things. Being an inspiration to someone is the greatest level of happiness and being fully copied by someone is just.. annoying. Jeje. But if I look at this probs from a different view, by copying mine, at least there is one person who think that my poem is good. A poem that I wrote only in less than 3mins, without even have time to think and rearrange the words. The one I wrote just to express my feeling of being sorry. And that person, herself is even way better than me in playing words :) 

Thanks to the copycat, I have some spirit now, to write more..

Path

Do you believe everyone have their own different path in life?

Then what is it, and why are we learning the same thing?

We all have our own paths.
But paths cross.
And that is how we meet each other and learn from each other.

Your path and my path have crossed.
And for a while, we will walk together, our paths intermingled.
We will share things with each other and experience things together.

And eventually, the time will come when each of us will move on, in a new direction.
We will separate, but we will take with us the memories of what we have learned and shared.

As we go through life, the path we are on will cross with different paths, many paths.
Like someone picking fruit off a tree, we take with us something from another's path.
That is why it seems we are learning the same things.

Maybe some things are meant for all of us to learn.
Maybe we are all meant to be students at one time and teachers at another time.

Maybe all our paths will end up in the same place, if we do not get lost.

Maybe we will meet at the end of the journey.

The end of my journey is Happiness.

Maybe I will meet you there.

2013's last raindrops!

Another long-time-no-see post. And written in the end of the year.
Song played: Michael Buble's I just haven't met you yet.

Wow, 2013 is almost over.
And I mean, yes, I'm amazed by the fact.
I know that time does flies.. but uh no, not this fast.

Yeah.. Whatever. So fellas, how was your 2013?
Such a typical question to be asked in the year-end, right.
 
Mine was..  great :)
I was graduated from collage.. and make a re-entrance to take my master degree.
That was a short story about my 2013, lol.

Oh yeah, i found love too X)
This one was.. quiete fascinating.


Kekeke.

Okay 2014 is coming.

Holiday is coming! Yes.. I havent had my holiday.. Still have class til the end of Jan, pretty sad, but they said the harder the struggle, the sweeter the victory.  Okay. You can do it dee. *positive mode: on*

Relax - relax.

Well, happy new year everyone!