A letter to Dad

When I was a little girl I was my daddy's shadow
Everywhere he went.. I was sure to follow
Whatever my daddy did, I had to try it myself
Because you see, my daddy was the biggest hero in my eyes

He taught me the value of life
He taught me what is wrong and to stand for what is right
My daddy always told me this
That the only thing you should chase in life is happiness
And to be happy.. its depend on you
My dad, he is the smartest man I've ever met
Yet.. he lived with his simple thought
That his biggest treasure, his happiness
Is to be close with his God and family
Money, golds and possition are out of his top priorities
He doesnt always give me what i want.. but he always fulfil my needs
And I know how hard he worked for it

On your Birthday today,
I wish to thank you for every single thing you have done for me in life
For lifting my mood when I'm sad
Holding me when I cry
Scolding me when I break the rules
Shining with pride when I succeed
And has faith in me even when I fail

Every single smile you have given to me
Every single tear that you have gulped on my behalf
I want you to know, that I love you so much

Happy Birthday, my hero
Please stay healthy
I wish you many more fantastic birthdays to come.




From your biggest fan,
Dea

A little at a time

Hola bloggie. Long time no see.
I'm sorry I couldn't make time to write here for quiete long time, life's gettin' hard latelly.
Well.. not that hard. I think drama queen syndrome has affect me so bad :|

It's ramadhan now, and almost at its end. I'm home, sitting on my daddy's workroom, writing this post. I just got back home 2 days ago after spending almost half of my ramadhan in Bogor. Yea.. I've never dreamt about it. I went home right after i finished my collage on June, dreaming on spending my ramadhan fully at home. But since I have to do some important things, i fly back. Important things I should've done waaay before I went home, my bad. I suddenly remember at one of my professor's favourite quote which he will get very angry if we didn't do that. Do ur work a little at time, but continuously, and you'll finish them as quickly as possible. Forgive me for not doing it, Sir. I'm a bad kid.

You know, sometimes you postpone your work because of few things. Most of it.. because you are lazy. Without realizing that Mr. Deadline is always waiting there at the end of the cliff, and you have no choice, you have to face it. You have to do your best, and do it as early as possible. Some people have the ability to finished things faster that the others, but please remember that God put this lil evil creature called uncertainty in the world. By starting earlier, you will have extra time, either you will use it to improve your works or to spend it as your leisure time, and it is priceless. You will realized that the opportunity cost for your laziness is expensive.This is based on my experience, and I'll warn you once again, regretting in the end tastes bitter even more than any medicine that ever exist.

And its hard to swept it away, even after you eat the store's sweetest candy. Or maybe that was not the sweetest candy that they have..