31.12.13

Path

Do you believe everyone have their own different path in life?
Then what is it, and why are we learning the same thing?

We all have our own paths.
But paths cross.
And that is how we meet each other and learn from each other.

Your path and my path have crossed.
And for a while, we will walk together, our paths intermingled.
We will share things with each other and experience things together.

And eventually, the time will come when each of us will move on, in a new direction.
We will separate, but we will take with us the memories of what we have learned and shared.

As we go through life, the path we are on will cross with different paths, many paths.
Like someone picking fruit off a tree, we take with us something from another's path.
That is why it seems we are learning the same things.

Maybe some things are meant for all of us to learn.
Maybe we are all meant to be students at one time and teachers at another time.

Maybe all our paths will end up in the same place, if we do not get lost.

Maybe we will meet at the end of the journey.

The end of my journey is Happiness.

Maybe I will meet you there.


2013's last raindrops!


Another long-time-no-see post. And written in the end of the year.
Song played: Michael Buble's I just haven't met you yet.

Wow, 2013 is almost over.
And I mean, yes, I'm amazed by the fact.
I know that time does flies.. but uh no, not this fast.

Yeah.. Whatever. So fellas, how was your 2013?
Such a typical question to be asked in the year-end, right.
 
Mine was..  great :)
I was graduated from collage.. and make a re-entrance to take my master degree.
That was a short story about my 2013, lol.

Oh yeah, i found love too X)
This one was.. quiete fascinating.


Kekeke.

Okay 2014 is coming.

Holiday is coming! Yes.. I havent had my holiday.. Still have class til the end of Jan, pretty sad, but they said the harder the struggle, the sweeter the victory.  Okay. You can do it dee. *positive mode: on*

Relax - relax.

Well, happy new year everyone!




20.8.13

A letter to Dad

When I was a little girl I was my daddy's shadow
Everywhere he went.. I was sure to follow
Whatever my daddy did, I had to try it myself
Because you see, my daddy was the biggest hero in my eyes

He taught me the value of life
He taught me what is wrong and to stand for what is right
My daddy always told me this
That the only thing you should chase in life is happiness
And to be happy.. its depend on you
My dad, he is the smartest man I've ever met
Yet.. he lived with his simple thought
That his biggest treasure, his happiness
Is to be close with his God and family
Money, golds and possition are out of his top priorities
He doesnt always give me what i want.. but he always fulfil my needs
And I know how hard he worked for it

On your Birthday today,
I wish to thank you for every single thing you have done for me in life
For lifting my mood when I'm sad
Holding me when I cry
Scolding me when I break the rules
Shining with pride when I succeed
And has faith in me even when I fail

Every single smile you have given to me
Every single tear that you have gulped on my behalf
I want you to know, that I love you so much

Happy Birthday, my hero
Please stay healthy
I wish you many more fantastic birthdays to come.




From your biggest fan,
Dea

2.8.13

A little at a time


Hola bloggie. Long time no see.
I'm sorry I couldn't make time to write here for quiete long time, life's gettin' hard latelly.
Well.. not that hard. I think drama queen syndrome has affect me so bad :|

It's ramadhan now, and almost at its end. I'm home, sitting on my daddy's workroom, writing this post. I just got back home 2 days ago after spending almost half of my ramadhan in Bogor. Yea.. I've never dreamt about it. I went home right after i finished my collage on June, dreaming on spending my ramadhan fully at home. But since I have to do some important things, i fly back. Important things I should've done waaay before I went home, my bad. I suddenly remember at one of my professor's favourite quote which he will get very angry if we didn't do that. Do ur work a little at time, but continuously, and you'll finish them as quickly as possible. Forgive me for not doing it, Sir. I'm a bad kid.

You know, sometimes you postpone your work because of few things. Most of it.. because you are lazy. Without realizing that Mr. Deadline is always waiting there at the end of the cliff, and you have no choice, you have to face it. You have to do your best, and do it as early as possible. Some people have the ability to finished things faster that the others, but please remember that God put this lil evil creature called uncertainty in the world. By starting earlier, you will have extra time, either you will use it to improve your works or to spend it as your leisure time, and it is priceless. You will realized that the opportunity cost for your laziness is expensive.This is based on my experience, and I'll warn you once again, regretting in the end tastes bitter even more than any medicine that ever exist.

And its hard to swept it away, even after you eat the store's sweetest candy. Or maybe that was not the sweetest candy that they have..


23.5.13

Paradox of Life

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Today we have bigger houses and smaller families;
more conveniences, but less time; 
we have more degrees, but less common sense; 
more knowledge, but less judgment.
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We have more experts, but more problems; 
more medicine, but less wellness. __________________________________________________________________

We spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get to angry too quickly,
stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too often, and pray too seldom.
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We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too little and lie too often.  
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We‘ve learned how to make a living, but not a life;
we’ve added years to life, not life to years.
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  We've been all the way to the moon and back, 
but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. 
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We've conquered outer space, but not inner space.
We've split the atom, but not our prejudice.
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We write more, but learn less;
plan more, but accomplish less.
 
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We've learned to rush, but not to wait;
we have higher incomes, but lower morals.    
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We build more computers to hold more information,
to produce more copies, but have less communication.
We are long on quantity, but short on quality.
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These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion;
tall men and short character;
steep profits and shallow relationships.  
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 More leisure and less fun;
more kinds of food, but less nutrition;
two incomes, but more divorce;
fancier houses, but broken homes.
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That’s why I propose, that as of today,
you do not keep anything for a special occasion,
because every day that you live is a special occasion
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Search for knowledge, read more,
sit on your front porch 
and admire the view without paying attention to your needs. 
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Spend more time with your family and friends,
eat your favorite foods, and visit the places you love.
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Life is a chain of moment of enjoyment, not only about survival. 
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Use your crystal goblets. 
Do not save your best perfume, 
and use it every time you feel you want it. 
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Remove from your vocabulary phrases like “one of these days” and “someday”.
Let’s write that letter we thought of writing “one of these days”.
Let’s tell our families and friends how much we love them.
Do not delay anything that adds laughter and joy to your life.

Every day, every hour, and every minute is special.
And you don’t know if it will be your last.
If you’re too busy to take the time to send this message to someone you love,
and you tell yourself you will send it “one of these days “.
Just think…”One of these days “, you may not be here to send it!
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The post above was taken from a file found on my lappy and turns out to be my mom's paper when she took her doctoral study. You know, it's 100000% true.
And as I keep reading it, my eyes get teary. So I want to share this bittersweet post to you guys. Hopefully you will live your live differently as before, make it worth and enjoyable :)
 
                                        

2.5.13

My Turn

Alhamdulillah. Finally I finished my thesis. And I got an A!

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah. Thanks God for this blessing. Tho I finished my study almost a year late, it doesn't matter. Every people had their own way. And mine is just a lil bit harder the the others, had more .. Well I'm just trying to be positive *smirk*

I want to give my biggest thanks to my parents.. Dear Mom and Dad! I won't be able to finished my thesis without your support and help. Thankyou for always be there for me, for listening to all my stories, for always picking up the phone when I need to hear your voice so I can calm down when I'm going to face my final test. Thankyouu <3

Thankyou my advisor Mr. Sutara for the guidance, Mr. Yusman adn Mr. Kastana for the correction, and Mr. Siswandi from PDAM Menang Mataram for all the help. *deep bow*

All my friends, dedare sasak, Mr. Sut troops, dewei & shinta, ESL45, Kost GPA, and many more I can't mention here one by one. Your support are my power.



Finally, now I've arrived at the intersection. Time to choose which way to go.
 To find a job, to continue my study, or even to find a lifepartner muhahaha I'm kidding.
Everybody, please wish me tons of luck for my next chapter of life ;)


23.3.13

Someday :)

Again. Talking about heart. Talking about feeling.
Talking about Love ; the topic people will never get enough.
How feeling's fade, how feeling's change.
How new people come to our life, and easily go away.

Broken heart. Deep pain.
Get hurt, and it leaves a big scar.
Ended up in trauma.

Scared of meeting new people.
Afraid of getting on the same hole again.
Don't want to be trapped in the maze of love.

You know, all you need is just TIME.
Time to get used to the pain, time to heal it.
Time to erase the scar. Time to let your trauma go.
Time to prepare your heart.
Time to forgive, time to learn.
Time to plan for your next adventure :)

And though it's hard for me to breathe
And even harder to believe
I know that one day i'm gonna find
I'm gonna be just fine
Cause I know that one day i'm gonna feel again..

- Feel Again by Taio Cruz.

I believe :)

2.1.13

Hello 2013.

Dont think that i will wait for you forever. If he makes you cry one more time, i won't wait until you come back. I will be there to take you with me.

 - HJW to LSY from Missing You eps 13.


Good morning people. Happy New Year!
I know it was a bit late to say those words because today is already january the 2nd mehehe but i think the NYE euphoria is still with us. Do you know why i put that quotes at the top of this post? Well, different from other people, actually i just spend my end year time at my dorm, watching some dramas. Idk why but for this NYE moment, i just didn't have any spirit to celebrate it. And the quotes above is from the drama i've been watching for about month and it still have not finished yet. The title is Missing You, starred by JYJ's Yoochun, the one from Rooftop Prince, Yoon Eun Hye, Yoo Seung Ho, Yeo Jin Goo, Kim Soo Hyun and many moreee. The storyline is sooo heartbreaking and the cast are sooo good! I got teary eyes at almost its every episodes and especially for some parts, i cried so hard. Oh Man.