If i could ask.

I want a guy who would hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
I want someone who would sing to me at random moments.
Someone who is more goofy than romentic.
A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all playstation games and then let me win.
A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laughter.
He'd play with my hair all time and surprised me with 25 cent rings.
Someone who i could share lollipops with, and lay on a blanket with to count the stars.
We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pics of each other, then keep it our room's wall.
We'd squirt water gun each other in house, and make all the stuffs wet.
We might get angry to each other, but we'll forget it in a blink when one wink.
But mostly.. I want a guy who would be my bestfriend and would never break my heart.
The guy who would always make me smile.

Move on.

- That words feels so right.

Pain. Heartbreak. Bad memories. Things that makes us feeling hurt. We might get them at least once in our life. If you tell that you never feel the pain, i can guarantee it is a lie. Some of you might have it rarely, but some might have it more times than others. Whatever the souce of the pain. On the body or on the heart. Pain leaves scar that will always stay there, never dissapear. Most people take this as a problem. Its a normal thing, i do feel the same way too at the beginning. As the time goes by, some pople keep take it as a problem, or ever a bigger problem than before. Because it never dissapear. You could never forget the things that made you like that, someone different from who you used to be. But you have another option. Take it as a lesson. A lesson that taught you not to fell into the same hole twice. Something that reminds you about that hole, show you the right way to go, so you will never meet that hole again. You can move forward, not circle around that f'cin hole again. In case on your new way you meet that type of hole again, you can ignore it, jump over it, or maybe ask someone to fill the hole with some soil LOL so it wont make anyone fall.

Refreshing.

Hello everyone. How's life?

Rasanya udah lama banget ga curhat nulis disini. Sebagai mahasiswa tingkat akhir, di semester yang seharusnya menjadi semester terakhir (AMIN!!!), saya lumayan disibukkan dengan berbagai macam hal. Deadline lulus semester ini lumayan bikin stress, ditambah dengan masalah-masalah pada penulisan proposal, susahnya ketemu dosen pembimbing, dan hal-hal lain yang ga penting, tapi karena sering dipikirin jadinya ya lumayan nambah beban. Untuk hal ini jangan ditiru ya, ga bagus.. >.<

Sekarang pun gatau sih sebenernya mau nulis apa. Sebenernya iseng mampir kesini karena lagi stuck ngolah data.. Jadi refreshing browsing sana-sini. Akhirnya buka blog dan tumblr yang udah lama banget dianggurin. Maaf ya tong sampahku.. Kalian akan lebih sering kutemui mulai sekarang. Semoga. Hehee X)

Ah ya, i'm planning to change this blog theme again, i'm bored with this one. Please wait for me patiently, i promise i'll be back with the new theme and lotsa new post!

*When i opened my tumblr dash today, i saw these words, and i like it.

“Tell me, I’ll forget
Show me, I’ll remember
Involve me, I’ll understand”

 - Chinese Proverb

Good job, Mr. Jason.

One of the sweetest songs ever.
Oh I wish i had a guy like him :')