Just, why?

Terus saja mencela orang lain.

Karena diatas segala hinaan yang kau lekatkan kepada mereka, mereka toh menikmati apa yang mereka punya. Mereka hidup bahagia. Bersyukur atas segala hal termasuk kekurangan yang dimilikinya. Yang menurutmu hal itu tak pantas ada di dunia-Nya.

Terus saja rendahkan mereka.

Seakan-akan kau tinggi setinggi langit Tuhan. Tak berkekurangan. Merasa paling berkualitas. Sadarkah kau hidupmu pun tak lebih baik dari mereka yang kau marjinalkan?
 

Tau kah kau bahwa alam semesta ini sudah diatur oleh-Nya?
 

Setiap hal diciptakan berpasang-pasangan.
 

Ada Adam dan Hawa. Ada siang yang melengkapi malam. Ada kematian yang selalu berjalan setia membayangi setiap kehidupan. Ada cinta yang selalu siap untuk memeluk benci. Akan tawa setelah tangis mereda. Dan tau kah kau, tanpa adanya kekurangan, akankah dirimu pernah bersyukur atas segala yang telah Ia beri?
 

Kau tidak berhak menghina kehendak-Nya. Kau tidak berhak menodai jalan yang telah Ia tulis. Bahkan jika jalan yang Tuhan berikan padamu adalah jalan yang baik dan mulus, dan memilih jalan yang kurang baik untuk orang lain. Apakah hal yang patut kau merusak semua rencana indah yang telah dipersiapkan Tuhan? Bukankah kita semua berjalan menuju satu tujuan? Tidakkah akan lebih indah jika kita dapat tertawa bersama pada ujungnya?

Nostalgia Playlist SMA

If I could escape, and re-create a place as my own world, and i could be your favourite girl forever, perfectly together, and tell me boy now would that be sweet? - Gwen Stephanie

It's just too little too late, a little to wrong, and i can't wait. - Jojo

 

It's so unbelievable, And I dont wanna let it go. It's something so beautiful, flowing down like a watelfall. I feel like you've always been, forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. - Craig David

 

Come and take a look out trough me eyes, and you decide why people act this way. People thieving, fighting, telling lies, they criticize, and hate each other. - Steven & The Coconut Trees

 

Don't give up. It's just the weight of the world. When your hearts heavy i will lift it for you. Don't give up. Because you want to be heard. If silence keeps you i will break it for you. - Josh Groban

 

You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face, in a crowded place, and i dont know what to de. Cause i'll never be with you. - James Blunt

 

Nobody's perfect, i gotta work it, again and again till i get it right. - Hannah Montana

 

Cause she's bittersweet, she knocks me off of my feet. And I can't help myself I don't want anyone else. She's a mistery, she's too much for me. But I keep coming back for more. She's just the girl I'm looking for. - The Click Five

 

There's something 'bout the way you look toninght. There's something 'bout the way  that I cant take my eyes off you. - Clay Aiken

 

Too many lies committed too many games. - The BEP

 

If you could see what I see. That you're the answer to my prayers. And if you could feel the tenderness I feel. You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here. - Guy Sebastian

 

No mountain is too high for you climb. All you have to do is have some climbing faith. No river is too wide for you to make it across. All you have to do is believe it when you pray. - Celine Dion

 

I'll be your cloud up in the sky. I'll be your shoulder when you cry. I'll hear your voices when you call me, I'm your angel. And when all hope is gone I'm here, no matter how far you are I'm near, it makes no difference who you are, I'm your angel. - Celine Dion & R. Kelly

 

I dont know about cha'll, but i know about us and uh, it's the only way we know how to rock. - Usher & Alicia Keys

- I miss highschool. I miss being a teenager. I miss the time when i have nothing to worry about except for tomorrow's test. When hopes are still big. When i can  still dream about the future. When i have many choices about ways to go. And plan which stair i will take. But what can i do now. Time flies. Tho' there's a big wall blocking in front of me now, i can't go back. I have to go forward, so i have to break that wall. And now i'm still in the process of collecting TNTs so i can destroy any obstruction in the future. Dea fighting! :D

Khayal.

Seandainya saja pintu kemana saja-nya Doraemon bisa dibeli.
Atau ilmu Apparate benar bisa dipelajari.
Seandainya transformasi menjadi cahaya itu mungkin.
Atau sekedar menjadi pelancong ahli dalam mimpi.

Akankah rindu tercipta? 

Ah, seandainya takdir bisa dipilih.
Seandainya hati bisa atur sesukanya.
Seandainya perasaan bisa semudah itu dimusnahkan.
Seandainya.. 

Guitar Genius Sungha Jung

Hello everyone. How are you? Monday is back again after a very long weekend. Still, i had nothing to do here, so i just blogging around for hours. Today i want to write about one of the most talented guitarist out there.

Sungha Jung. Or Jung Sungha. Have you ever heard about him? Sungha Jung is a 17yo South Korean professional acoustic finger-style guitarist who has risen to fame on YouTube and other sites for makin tons of amazing instrumental covers. He started learning guitar at 9 and only in two years, he had become a genius. I've heard his name long time ago but it's just like that. Last week he just came to Indonesia for his mini concert and that makes me want to know more about him. So i searched his videos on youtube, and i fell in love with this kid. 

Sungha typically takes three days to learn and practice a new piece, and video-record it for upload onto YouTube.  His genre selection is rather broad, as he learns and plays many pieces that are playable on guitar, therefore consequently spread across numerous genres. He's a big fan of Big Bang and 2NE1 so he did many covers of their songs. And since i'm a K-pop fan, i love it so much. Watch some of my favourites below and make sure your jaw safe kekeke because mine dropped at the first time i see them :p This kid is gifted!

Sungha Jung - Pirates of The Caribbean

Sungha Jung - More Than Words

Sungha Jung - Lonely (2NE1)

Sungha Jung - I Love You (2NE1)

Sungha Jung - Bad Boy (Big Bang)

Sungha Jung - Monster (Big Bang)

Sungha Jung - Payphone

Sungha Jung - With You

Sungha Jung - That XX (G-Dragon)

Sungha Jung - A Thousands Years

Sungha Jung - Gangnam Style

The videos above doesn't satisfy you enough? You want more? 

Then go visit his youtube channel here and his official site here .
Beware people, eargasm is coming!



Love, DA :)

I hate the rain.

Hello Bloggie.

It's raining hard outside, and since my lecture has cancled our appointment, i had nothing to do since this morning. I turned on my notebook and open my blog, and i found the theme was boring, so i decided to make a new header. I pick cosmos theme for this time, the header's background is from redxen. A very simple one, since i made this one just to heal my boredom. For less than 15 minutes, i've made a new look for you, dear ;)

The rain pour heavily outside, and the raindrops is very noisy, i can't even hear my own voice. I clicked on my winamp and listened to some old song. Suddenly, Mau Tak Mau by Jagostu was played, and my freshman memories just came up. Have you ever hear this song? Idk when i hear the lyrics, and feel the melody, i just miss my past time. The lyrics is simple but i can feel the pain. Take a look at their clip below.

Apa yang bisa aku lakukan
Jika ia memilih untuk tak tinggal
Dan semua terus berjalan

Getirnya harus tetap kutelan
Dan aku sakit harus tetap bertahan
Dan semua terus berjalan

Mau tak mau ku harus
Melanjutkan yang tersisa
Meski semua telah berbeda

Dan tak akan pernah ada yang sama

Aku bisa memeluknya
Tetapi tidak hatinya
Ooh… menyakitkan

Semua telah dengar

Segenap hatiku merindunya

Tapi hatinya telah pergi dan telah lama mati

 Mau tak mau ku harus
Melanjutkan yang tersisa
Meski semua telah berbeda

Dan tak akan pernah ada yang sama

Semoga angin berhembus
Membawakan mimpi baru

Meski ku tau takkan pernah ada

Yang sanggup mengganti keindahannya

- Jagostu

Well, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, the wind is getting wilder, wait my shoes are still outside and i bet all of them are wet now, gosh -_- And oh fuck, the water is coming inside!!! Emergency!!!

See you very soon, xoxo! *rushing out*

Alone at night.

Family is people and family is love.
That's a family.
They come in all different sizes and different kind,
But mine's just right for me.
Yea, mine's just right for me.
- Barney

This is just a post by someone who is missing home.

Living far away from home is a new experience for me. Tho i'm already on my last year at collage, yes i just got a chance to live alone without my family, since they were moved to my hometown for about 2 months ago. And since i'm a family girl type, i really feel the difference. I used to do my home work and household thingy by myself, so actually it's not a big deal. But the things i really miss is the chatting time with my parents and siblings, doing things together, cracking some jokes and laughter. I usually discussed everything with my parents but now since they don't have enough time to call me often, yea, i really miss being home. It's not that i don't have any friends here, i have my besties by my side, they are also my family, but blood line is different. I really miss my bro and sissy, and since i'm the oldest from three, i'm close with both of them. Phone call, sms, and Whatsapp does help but you know that there's no better things than to see a person in real life.

Well, being alone at night does makes me write some melancholy stuffs >.<

Saya si Bebek C

Sama tapi berbeda.

Dikarenakan postingan ditulis ketika saya sedang mumet-mumetnya (gara-gara you-know-what, dia yang namanya tak boleh disebut karena bakal menjatuhkan mood teman-teman yang senasib) jadi ditulis dalam bahasa indonesia yang sedikit tidak benar yaa. Harap dimaklumi.

Final Goal. Tujuan akhir. Yes, lagi-lagi tentang hal ini. Sebagai mahasiswa tingkat akhir yang persoalan hidupnya lagi ga jauh-jauh dari hal ini, saya bingung mau nulis apa lagi. Ya karena masalah ter-ribet yang sedang saya hadapi ya tentang hal ini. Haha. Bingung ga sih bacanya? Sama, saya juga.

Ibarat segelintir anak bebek yang baru pertama kali main di empang yang lumayan jauh dari kandangnya. Ketika azan magrib berkumandang, mereka tau bahwa adzan itu pertanda harus pulang. Jangan kemaleman, kata ibunya, karena seringkali ketika jalanan sepi, ada beberapa abang-abang yang suka nyulik bebek-bebek nyasar, yaaah, lumayan lah buat lauk besok. Jadi, ada anak bebek yang langsung pulang, ada juga yang mengulur-ngulur waktu, barang 30 menit lah, mainnya kan lagi asik (?). Bebek A yang pulang paling awal, bisa cepet sampe kandang karena jalanan masih terang waktu itu. Bebek B pulang 15 menit kemudian, jalanan sudah mulai gelap, tapi karena Bebek B anaknya pinter, inget jalan, jadi dia bisa lari kenceng pulang ke kandang. Bebek C pulang terakhir dan agak malem karena harus beresin mainannya dulu (Bebek A & B kabur aja seenaknya). Karena jalanan udah gelap dan sepi, di jalan banyak paku dan preman, Bebek C terpaksa jalan pelan-pelan, sambil ngumpet-ngumpet. Eh taunya di perempatan kali deres, ada preman yang menghadang, dan ngerampok mainan si Bebek. Bebek C ga rela kalo mainannya dirampok, soalnya dia dan sodara-sodaranya beli mainan itu pake duit hasil nabung sewindu (padahal masih bagus si Bebek ga diperkosa dan di bunuh -_-), jadilah doi ngejer-ngejer si preman. Sampe sekarang. Si Bebek belum pulang ke rumah.

*The End*

Intinya: Saya ingin cepat pulang!

Long time no see!

Aloha! Long time no see!

It has been more than a month since my last post here. There are so many things happened during that time, i've returned to Bogor (just by myself), moving to a new room, living a new life far away from home for the first time in my life where i should do all the household thingy by myself, watching SMTown, doing new business, and still in a rush to finish my final project but until now i can't meet my lecture :(

Please wish me a very god luck for my everything fellas. Bye. (What a super quick and short post!!!)

Love, DA

My favourite episodes of Running Man.

Hello everybody!

August almost meets its end, i’m still at home, still doing my final task. Because the deadline is coming soon, i try to finish it faster, so today, i woke up earlier and start working from 7am until just an hour ago. FYI, its now 5pm here. I decided to take a break from microsoft excel and do something refreshing, so i opened my videos folder and clicked on the newest episodes of Running Man. 

Then, i just realized that Running Man is already on its 106th episodes. Man, i mean this reality show does last long compared to the others, with such high competitive spirits in korean entertainment industry. By the way, do you guys know about this reality show? This show now is quite popular internationally. Currently there are 7 permanent cast in Running Man. They are Yoo Jae Suk, Ji Suk Jin, Haha, Lee Kwang Soo, Kang Gary, Song Ji Hyo and Kim Jong Kook. Actually Song JoongKi and Lizzy are also part of the cast at the earlier episodes, but because of their busy schedule, they couldn't join any longer. In Running Man, there may be some guests in some episodes. Together with the running man, they are often told to complete missions given to them. In the earlier episodes, the losing team were punished. Towards the recent episodes, the winner will received prizes. 

I started watching this show for about 1.5 years ago and became addicted to it. This show is extremely funny! For you guys who haven’t try to watch it, go watch it. Now, i wanna recommend my favourite 15 episodes of the show. So here you go.

1. Running Man episodes 63-64 with SNSD.

This is a good starter for you guys, because when you didn’t know much about the cast, there are 6 girls of SNSD who will keeping your eyes attracted to the show. Kekeke. This is based on my experience too. Taeyon, Jesica, Yuri, Seohyun, Hyoyeon, and YoonA came tho the show to replace Ji Hyo who was hospitalized at that time because of getting sick.

2. Running Man episode 27 with TVXQ.

The same reason with the snsd episodes, there are 2 guys of TVQX who will be your eye candy. But beside that, this episode is funny and exciting too! Yunho’s rhino-worm FTW! It really made my day TROLOLOL.

3. Running Man episodes 50-51 in Thailand.

Running man is going overseas! To the biggest tourism destination is asia! This episodes also have Kim Min Jung and Nickhun as the guest. In this episodes you can see the beauty of Thai, and they also going to Khun’s house and playing game with his (very) big family :3

4. Running Man episode 59 hiphop special.

Hiphop family Dynamic Duo, Simon D, Yoon MiRae, and Tiger JK were coming to the show! This episode was funny and has the sweetest ending ever!

5. Running Man episode 74 superpower special.

Epic!!! Hahaha i keep on laughing when i remember abt this episode. Tho’ this episode has no guest, but this episode is one of the bezzzzt. Each member were given some power, some are useful and some are silly hahaha have a look at Kwangsoo’s. This episode is quite important because they often crack a joke about their power especially for Haha~ XD

6. Running Man episode 20 with Heechul and Lizzy.

The weathercaster mission is one of the funniest ever! HA-HA-HA every single thing is funny! XD

7. Running Man episode 28 with Master Kim Byung Man.

I never heard about this guy before but with the casts, he made this episode going wild! Especially for the diet karaoke mission. I love this episode so much! Probably the episode i watch and watch over the most.

8. Running Man episode 42 survival special.

The first survival game with no guest.. they fight against each other on the final hide and seek game.. and the unexpected one win! Guess who ^,-

9. Running Man episode 38 traitor Jae Suk.

The first spy mission by Yoo Jae Suk, the root that made them now never trust each other anymore, and the best revenge by others by pulling his pants down! Woops hahaha funny

10. Running Man episode 95-97 with Park Ji Sung and IU.

AWESOME!!! EPIC!!! DROPDEAD FUNNY!!! I never imagine that Park Ji Sung who’s known for being a part of one of the best soccer team Manchester United is totally funny!!!

11. Running Man episodes 11 with Jung Yong Hwa and Kim Jae Dong.

The first 1vs9 mission and they succesfully trolled Gary. Here you can also see my boyfie’s action as the team hero kikikikkk~ X)

12. Running Man episode 52 running man hunting.

The hunter has come, bringing horror to the member. Even Kookie could not stand the power of charismatic Choi MinSoo hyung. But the next episodes, JaeSuk betray him by taking him out of the game and two months later, the hunter came back to revenge and hunt the grasshopper.

13. Running Man 77 with IU.

I love the opening when IU sing in front of the the cottage to wake the member up as the cast and the uncle fan were surprised to see her. Here we can also see some delicious food from Yeosu island. Yumm~ :9

14. Running Man 104 Olympic Special.

Idol team vs Running man team. Idol = eye candy. Hot idol = super sweet eye candy. Tho the guests are all young and powerful, the running man are not that bad~ :)

15. Running Man 84-85 with Big Bang.

They are Big Bang. Thats enough to make this episode as my favourite ;)

So, how about you guys, which one is your favourite episode? :3

Yo SMTown yo! BoA yo!

My second post of the day. I forgot to write it on the 1st post kekeke.

So here we go.

Lately i've been sooooo damn excited because it has been announced that SMTown will held a concert here in Jakarta at September the 22th! Yaaaayyyyness! I was almost crazy at the first time i heard about it, but when i see the ticket pricelist.. Eww, i really become crazy. The concert will be held at Stadiun Gelora Bung Karno which is extremely big. Actually the price is affordable for me especially for the tribun 3 category, the cheapest one, but let me show you how it looks watching from the most upper side of tribun 3.

It is extremely far, right? You will only see some spots moving during the concert LOL. Actually Me and Yuli (my bestfriend who spread this k-pop syndrome to me) want to buy the festival category, but its more pricey, it costs Rp. 1400k. And since i'm not a fan of all SMEnt's artist, i think that its a bit useless and doesn't worth my money. In addition, in festival class you have to stand for more than 4 hours and i think i can't make it. I don't exercise much since the last semester and i was gaining more fat and blablablaaaa (many more reasons) so we decided to buy the tocket at tribun 2 and it costs 800k. Since i only know hald of the performer, i choose the middle option kekeke. Tribun 2 seats are located in he 1st level of the stadium but placed on the right and the left side of the stage. So yeaah its a lil bit hard to see the whole performance as usual but at least we can see them more clearly in person. Here's the view from tribun 2.

That's good enough for me.

For the preparation of the concert, i try to listen to their songs. I actually only adore some of them, such as Girls Generation, SHINee, and f(x). For TVXQ and Super Junior.. I only know few of their songs. For BoA and KangTa.. I have no idea. Lately BoA just made her comeback with an self-composed track 'Only You'. I saw so many articles about this 'Queen of K-pop' on internet, i was a lil bit curious about her songs, so i download her MV from YouTube. There are 2 versions of the MV, the dance version and the drama version. Is this love at the first sight? Haha because at the first time i heard it, the melodies sticks in my head, i cant get over this song and ended up watching and watching the MV for thousand times. And since i was too tired of dramas (hok!) i choose the dance version one. And, bang! Unlike most of the new kpop songs coming out, "Only One" is a slow tempo track built on a fleeting piano melody. The dance moves is also greaaaaat, she dance like a boss, perfectly synchronized with the back-up dancers. I love her. How come she still looks pretty while moving her body like that? Awesome. 

I also found that the lyrics has a deep meaning too. Let's sing along!

Hangul Romanized.

BoA - Only One

Meoreojyeo man ganeun geudae
You’re the only one
Naega saranghaetdeon geot mankeum
You’re the only one
Apeugo apeujiman babo gatjiman Good bye
Dasi neol mot bonda haedo You’re the only one
Only One

Eosaekage maju anja sasohan
Yaegiro anbureul mudgo
Gakkeum daehwaga kkeunh gineun
Sunganeneun chagaun jeongjeog
Uril eolge mandeureo

Jigeum i jarieseo urineun nami doegetji
Eoneu nugun ganeun
Nunmul heullimyeo namgetjiman
Sangcheo juji anheul yeogo jakku aereul
Sseogamyeonseo nunchi boneun ni moseub sirheo
So I’ll let you go

Nae sarang ijeneun annyeong
You’re the only one (You’re the only one)
Ibyeol haneun i sunganedo You’re the only one
Apeugo apeujiman babo gatjiman Good bye
Dasi neol mot bonda haedo You’re the only one
Only One
You’re the only one, Only One

Gabjag seureon naui mare waenji
Moreuge neon ansimhan deutae
Eodiseo buteo urin ireoke jalmotdoen
Geolkka orae jeonbuteo,
Dareun gotman, gidaehan geon aninji

Neomu dareun sijaggwa
Kkeutui geu nalkaroumi
Nae simjangeul jjireuneun
Apeumeun wae ttoggateunji

Beogchan gaseumi han sungane gongheohage
Muneojyeoseo ireon
Nae moseub eotteoke ireo seolkka

Nae sarang ijeneun annyeong
You’re the only one (Only One)
Ibyeol haneun i sunganedo
You’re the only one
Apeugo apeujiman babo gatjiman
Good bye (Good bye)
Dasi neol mot bonda haedo
You’re the only one (You’re the only one)

Nae meorit sogeun eonje jjeum
Neoreul jiulkka (I will let you go)
Haru iteul handal, meol geneun ama
Myeot nyeon jjeum (My baby can’t forget)

Geurigo eonjenga neoui gieog sogeneun
Nnaran sarameun deo isang salji anketji jiugetji
Only One Only One
You’re the only one, Only One

English Translation:

BoA - Only One

You’re only getting farther
you’re the only one
As much as I loved you,
you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and
it’s foolish but good bye
Though I may never see you again,
you’re the only one
Only one

We awkwardly sit across each other,
Making small talk and asking what’s new
The moments when the
conversation stop for a moment
The cold silence freezes us

We will become strangers
at this place right now
Someone will shed tears and be left alone but
I hate seeing you try not to
scar me and feel ill at ease
So I’ll let you go

My love, good bye now
you’re the only one (you’re the only one)
Even at the moment we break up, you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and it’s foolish but good bye
Though I may never see you again,
you’re the only one

Only One
You’re the only one, Only One

At my sudden works, you seem
to be relieved for some reason
Where did we go wrong?
Did we hope for different
places starting from long ago?

The sharpness of the vast
difference of our start and end
And the pain that stabs my heart
why is it so similar?
My overwhelmed heart crumbles
emptily in just one moment
How can I stand up again?

My love, good bye now
you’re the only one (you’re the only one)
Even at the moment we break up,
you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and it’s foolish but
good bye
Though I may never see you again,
you’re the only one

When will my head
erase you? (I will let you go)
One day, two days, one month,
if long term then a few years (My baby can’t forget)

And someday in your memories,
I won’t live in it, you will erase me
Only One Only One
You’re the only one, Only One

translation credit : Goetary

Chasing sunset.

Good evening dear bloggie~!

Yesterday, Gian, Rani and Me went to Malimbu to watch the sun set. We met at my house at 4pm and went there by motorcycle. Since the distance is quite far, we spent about 30minutes to reach there. All the way i’ve seen so many good-looking foreigner, aaaaak, that made me happy kekeke you know that they were vitamins for my eyes. Hihi :p This shows that Lombok is getting more and more popular as a tourism destination. And this is my ir the sunset, we took some photos at some places. First we stopped at Puri Malimbu and take some photos with a golden hill as the background. Weird? Haha the hill wasn’t made from gold ofcourse. Actually we called it golden hill because as you can see, the color is gold. The evening sunlight gave orange-gold colors to the hill and trees. Pretty, right? And this is my island! I’m proud~ XD

While waiting for the sunset, we hang out for a moment at Puri Malimbu and take some photos with a golden hill as the background. Weird? Haha the hill wasn’t made from gold ofcourse. Actually we called it golden hill because as you can see, the color is gold. The evening sunlight gave orange-gold colors to the hill and trees. Pretty, right?

 

 

And here it is, sunset time! :)

 

 

 

 Oh i love this paradise~ X)

Love, DA.

A coward.

" There’s a moment when i wanna go back to highschool. The moment when i dont wanna grow older. The moment i dont wanna face something new in life. The moment when i dont wanna move forward. And stay at a spot. Enjoy things i had without any worries from the possibility tha i may lose ‘em. Enjoy my life without the fear of being chased. Stay afar from the deadline that always haunting for about years. Oh it must be great.. "

Chin up.

With your eyes closed,
Watching a strange show.
Play out in your head,
But you were smiling somehow.

And your day froze,
And everyone in it.
Sat still as a rose,
But we were moving somehow.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Maybe we should only,
Tip a bottle back to keep us filled up.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Everybody knows that,
You’d break your neck to keep your chin up.

Open your eyes.
And the drops come,
And a snail raced down to your neck,
And looked up,
But you were smiling somehow.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Maybe we should only,
Tip a bottle back to keep us filled up.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Everybody knows that,
You’d break your neck to keep your chin up.


- By Copeland.

Imaginary.

 

Have you ever falling in love with someone in your dreams?

Because i just feel it.
Last night. In my peaceful sleep.
Deep in my dream.
Somehow i just meet him.
Someone i dont even know. A stranger.
Someone that even when i wake up, i forgot his face.
Someone that even when i wake up, i forgot how we met in my dream.

Me now a girl that haven't fall in love again.
But since i woke up until now, i can feel my heart beat faster than ever.

My friend says that there are 3 possibilities about this phenomenon.
The first is that he is someone i used to know. Some one i have met.
I just dont remember who he is.
The second is that he is someone i will meet in the future.
The third is he is just imaginary. A guy i wanna have, i guy i wanna get loves from, but he never exist. And this is the most dangerous.

I dont know which one from three that suits the situation right now.
But i wish i will never meet him again.

Why? Because dreams are dreams.
And i dont wanna fall too deep.

Lip tint parade!

Another review! This time, its about my number one favourite beauty stuff, lip tint! As its name,  lip tint is a cosmetic product applied to the lips to give them color, often without much gloss or shine included. Generally, lip tint is applied to bare lips, and the color will slightly stain the lips; it is also occasionally referred to as lip stain. One of the benefits of lip tint is that it is generally very long lasting (compared to other lips cosmetics). If it contains gloss, the gloss will eventually be wiped off, but the color will stay. This is because it has temporarily stained the lips, and is not just resting on top of them. But the benefit is also founded to be the weakness too. Because the tint will be absorbed to the lips, it makes your lips dry easily. Some people like to put some lip balm before using  lip tint. Some people like apply lip gloss over the top of the tint, to get that shiny appearance. You can combine it with any product.

Another benefit of lip tint is that it occasionally doubles as a cheek stain, which functions similarly to the tint for the lips but instead temporarily stains the cheeks, giving a blushed appearance. For someone who is traveling or who does not want to use a number of different cosmetic products, a combination product like this can be an excellent choice ^^

Since i’ve fallen for this kinda beauty stuff, i wants to have any kind of lip tint i’ve ever seen, hehe. Til now, i have 3 kind of lip tint with different colors. Let me show it.

 

1. Etude House Fresh Cherry Tint No. 1 (Pink)

 This product worth your money. 

- Color : Natural pink.

- Texture : A lil bit matte / milky

- Last for about 3-4 hours without eating or drinking.

- Amount : 9.5g (0.33 oz), so little amount.

Love’s

- My favourite for daily use.

- Doesn’t makes my lips dry

- Love the natural color

- Comfortable blusher

Hate’s

- A lil bit pricey for little amount of product

- Tinted packaging, cant see how many left

2.  Etude House Dear Darling Tint No. 3 (Orange)

Give you more fresh look.

- Color : Orange.

- Texture : Jelly.

- Last for about 4-5 hours without eating or drinking.

- Amount : About 9gr.

Love’s

- Easy to use.

- Give you fresh look.

- Affordable price.

Hate’s

- Haven't found yet.

3. Tony Moly Tony Tint No. 1 (Cherry pink)

This is the first lip tint i bought. I bought both the mini size and the full size.

- Color : Tho’ the product name name is Cherry pink, but i think it gives red colors to my lips.

- Texture : Watery / Liquid

- Last for about 6 hours without eating or drinking.

- Amount : 9gr (full size) , 5 ml (mini size). The amount of the full size product is almost 4x from the mini one.

Love’s

- A little amount goes a long way.

- Affordable price

- Cute packaging

- Long lasting

- Love the color

Hate’s

- Settle on fine lines

- Dry so fast, so you must spread it very quickly

- Makes my lips dryyyy, need my lip balm.

Here's the picture of me using the 3 of them.

 

How about you, guys? 

Please tell me your favourite lip tint so maybe i can try it next time! :3

Love, DA.

Hell to the O.

Dear Bloggie! Haven’t see you for almost a month.. How have you been?

Well, even its too late, i wanna say happy fasting for everyone!  Please always be healthy, dont get sick. Just like me now :”

Today is my 9th day of ramadhan, i don’t want to whine, but God, i got a sprue for my first time. I never get it before, and it hurts a lot. I can’t eat properly, i can’t laught widely, i can’t drink or eat something cold and spicy, gaaah, it’s really sucks for me. Things i’m prohibited to do is all my favourite. Tho i know that  this is the point of fasting, to hold your desire and to live more simply, but still.. Its torturiiing.. :”

Electric Shock.

E-e-e-electric!

Have you heard F(x)'s new song? Til now, i already watched the MV for about hundred times, it is totally addictive. At the first time i heard the song, i feel it catchy, but somehow i feel that its not that special either. But whatever, after replaying and replaying their MV, i just cant get them outta my head. I just love its simplicity. Nanananana, electric!

The most important things for me when i heard about F(x) is their dorky fashion. And about F(x)'s fashion icon, for me, it's Krystal, the prettiest member. Whatever she wear, it will always catch my eyes. Read about it on kfashionista.

Recently i also got an electric shock on my nails, kekeke. I combine unbranded electric pink nail polish and The Face Shop's green mint nail polish. Here's the picture.

Love, Dea <3

Moving back.

After living in Bogor for almost 4 years, my family and i finally went back to our hometown at Mataram, Lombok Island, Nusa Tenggara Barat (NTB). I post the picture of the island on my previous post, so you might take a look there. Lombok island is a part of NTB province, and Kota Mataram is the capital city of the province, located on the west side of the island. Lombok these days has been intensely promoted by the goverenment as one of the biggest tourism destination in Indonesia. So you guys may consider to take your holiday here, you wont be dissapointed. In Indonesia, Bali might be more popular for tourist, but for some ppl who already have visited both Bali and Lombok, they said that in Bali, you can see only Bali, but in Lombok, you can see both Lombok and Bali. I think its because here in Lombok, there also many Hinduism so you can see their culture here too.

My family and i travelled from Bogor to Mataram by car, with the only one driver, my Dad. At his age, with his personality (who doesn't even like to be on any journey, he just loved to stay at home) he's such an amazing driver. He drive carefully, but also not slow, he can do the zigzag which made our heart (the passanger's), bumped higher than ever. Ahza said it as 'jiwa muda si papa yang lagi keluar' and i think it's true -_- But when the sun's gone and the dark cover the sky, he cant drive fast because of his eyes, he can't see the road clearly, so Mum, Bayang, Ahza and me suddenly became a co-driver and we have to warned him when there's any other cars, curvaceous road, or any turning point.

We leaved Bogor on June the 26th at 4am and arrived at Jepara at 9pm. What i got from our 1st day journey: 1). There are SO MANY roadwork, because next month is Ramadhan and many ppl will do what we called as 'mudik'. One way road was used as two way road so traffic jams are everywhere. In every city. So we must be patient all the way back home. 2). Be aware of traffic accident. Some people didn't obey the traffic rules, and i saw more than 6 cars and trucks crashed on my way here. 3). The worst toll road is at Cirebon. You pay around Rp. 25k for the longest route but the road condition is hella sucks. Holes are everywhere, there's no worker except at toll gates, no proper road sign, and i saw around 7 cat corpse in the MIDDLE of the road. It was very dangerous. 4). Tegal is the city that have the most (proper) restaurant. Take a lunch here. Becauseme and my family decide to eat late, waiting til we're getting very very hungry, and at that time, we're already passed this city, and its really hard to find any proper restaurant, so we finally ended at a very very iyuuuhhh restaurant -_-

The second day, we leaved my granma house at around 5am and arrived at my aunty's house at Banyuwangi around 10pm. The lessons from our 2nd day: 1.) East Java's pantura road is waaaay different for west and center Java. The road is narrow and not that smooth. 2). We take a break at RM Mira, Babat, Tegal for luch and shalat. I fell for their sambal terasi :9 *drolling* 3). We got stopped by some naughty police whose trying to get some money from my father by saying that he break the solid line, but in reality, he didn't. Thank God he won the arguments over those annoying rat so they couldn't get what they want :p 4). The scariest road is at Hutan Baluran, Banyuwangi. The road's widht is just about 3,5m and for 2 way road, it's so narrow :| As a forest, all you can see is just a very very high trees and bush. There's no other vehicle except for very big trucks, we're the only one small cars there, so we must drive veeeery slowly. And because its a hill, the road is very very curvaceous and up and down, just like the south road, and we pass that road at 9pm for almost an hour, so it was very dark, there's no light except from the trucks. Its really scary that time, and i just knew that the forest is haunted. Wew. 5). My aunty and her husband works at Japfa, a food company that produce instant food from seafood, so all the foods she cooked are yummy seafoods too, finally a good story yah :9

The third day we leaved Banyuwangi at 6am (everyday we start an hour more late) sailing for 30mnts to Bali. And another hella thingy happened again. There was an accident at Bejera since the last night and caused a traffic jam for about 7km. We waited around an hour and the line is not moving any bit. So we decided to turn around and looked for another way to Tabanan. We take a liltle road that is VERY VERY VERYYYY going uphil, feels like we were almost fell back down.The road isn't smooth either. In short, that was the worst and the most dangerous road i ever passed in my life.

In that anxious situation, we met another car, a Balineese car, which is leading us all the way. If we were going too slow, they waited for us, when both of us lost the way, the driver get out from the car and ask to the local people. At the intersection, the driver get out from the car and help us to turn. That was my first time meeting such a very kind people, and it is in Bali. You got my respect, Bli. We didn't even have time to say thanks.

We took some break time going to Tanah Lot and then we continue our journey. We arrived at Padang Bai at 9pm and get on the ship at 10pm, sailing to Lembar for about 4 hours. It usually took 5 hours or more but at that time, the sea is very calm. At the ship, well, is a small one, very different from the ship i took from Merak to Bakauheni. There was only one big room in the second floor for all the passangers, and its not that comfortable because many ppl smoking and the seat is very uncomfy. I just sleep about an hour and then just spend the night sitting at the deck, enjoying the stars.

We landed at Lembar at 2am and because it's already passed midnite, we decided to go to granma's house and sleep there until midday, kekeke. We arrived at Cilinaya Indah at 2pm and start to cleaning up. The house is veeeeryyyy dirty, remember that the house is empty for about one month? We start cleaning, and until now, we are still cleaning because there's too much stuffs! I even haven't call the PDAM's officer for my research. Gosh. Wish everything will be alright here.

What a long post huh? I write this post quickly so please forgive wrong words, my grammar mistakes and my vocabularies limitation. I'll see you soon! *kissbye*

Love, DA <3

Hometown, Home sweet home..

From the tittle of this post, i'm sure you guys will understand what this post will tell you about. 

Right? 

Yes, finally my family and i have moved back to our house at Mataram, Lombok.

There's A LOT of story behind our jorney back to our hometown. 

The luggage packing time, the time when we're travelled back, even the story when we're already back to our house that has been leaved for 4 years. 

Too many story. 

So little time to write.
Sadly, i didn't captured anything with my phone bcs i used my phone's navigation during the travelling time and the battery dropped so fast, even now my phone's battery leaked so my phone can't be turned on :(

I promise i'll write about it next time, asap, because now it's already 11:45pm here in Mataram and the internet connection will be off at 12.

I'll see you soon, dear bloggie.

Goodnite.

Love, Dea <3

Saman Bungong Puteh, Kriah!

Finally we perform again after about 6months break..I dont have photos when we're performing because we record it as a video and i haven't move it from my phone yet.. Pictures below are blurring because i took it from facebook so the resolution might not be good. But let's take a look :)

Can you find me? :)