Wondering

*cleaning off the spider web*

Hi everyone! How are you guys. Its been so looong since my last post. And it’s Ramadhan! Well happy fasting to all moslem in the world. Hopefully we can fill this month with meaningful things, to be closer to our God <3

I’ve finished my second semester for about a week, so I got more leisure time than usual *happy* and I got a new hobbies.. surfing on instagram, especially on celebgram’s. Keke. Then I found this super pretty fashion blogger, and looking at her pics, I am officially a fan.

I stalked into her accounts and blog.. I don’t know.. The only thing that popped out from my brain is.. How amazing this girl is. How lucky she is. To be born pretty.. Smart.. Have a striking features with good taste of fashion.. Kind heart.. Great Job.. Surrounded by many caring friends, Handsome and sweet fiancee with a perfect-tv-show love story.. What else are needed to this dreamy life?

People said we could never KNOW someone’s story, their struggle, without stepping on their shoes and walk wearing them. I’m not whining, nor complaining about my life, I am extremely grateful for all these blessings. I just.. wonder. How it feels to be some else. To have less limitation to achieve what I want. To know how they manage to go thru’ their hard times.. (if they ever had). To live their dreamy life. I just.. want to know.